找不到人说心里的寂寞....

找不到人懂怕黑的折磨~

对不起，我好像真的累了

你懂我有多可悲吗?

你懂我有多可笑吗?

突然觉得心中装满着石头

好想好想就这样放弃了

老天爷啊！请你赐给我力量

我快要被自己给打败了

于慧，千万要记得

不该贪心, 不该有太多的恳求

只因为我不配拥有.....

Another diff live....

hey hey...long time i din update my blog...since i cant online often...hmm...tis is the first time i left my family for a couple of week...time really flies..though im begining to grow up n to break away... hmm...eventhough the distance of tis place is near from my hometown~kk... but the environment,the ppl here is slightly different... actually KL is same as KK. the difference between KK n KL is.... u could notice more tall n huge building,more cars, highway road n many " dark skin human " in KL... lol...
well..i study at sunway university college,KL now..first 2 days will be orientation...i have no fren take the same course wif me..so i used to study alone...stil remeber the first day i went to college...it was 8.50am....there have a talk in multi-purposely hall...but i was skipping the talk...i crept down the hall as fast as i could...hoping tat no one realise tat im escaping...n finally i was success....haha...i met my housemates,whom r oso my senior in the college...her name is ah min n another called see lik...i had lunch wif them at the food court oppsite of sun U...bout the sunway college...the schl is nice....most of the students speak eng with each other....but i stil cant get use to it...i know tat its time for me to improve my eng....anyway..i hope tat my college life goes well...wish all of u all the best too...n i miss u guys so much...

Lee Hong Ki

Hey, gonna intro a korea artis here...Lee HongKi... from F.T island...he is so cute when he smile....n freaking prettier than a girl....i love his voice as well~

• Name: Lee HongKi/HongGi (Korean: 이홍기)
• Birthday: February 2, 1990
• Height:178 cm
• Weight:60 kg
• Education: Booljung Elementary School, Yangyoung Middle School, SeongJi High School (Korean: 성지고등학교)
• Position: Lead Vocals
• Blood Type: AB
• Hobbies: Singing, listening to music, soccer, playing games (board and Internet)
• Family: Parents, younger sister
• Talents: Singing, soccer, acting
• Nickname: Cute Defiance, Hairy HongKi, Hongstar
• Charisma point: The way his eyes look when he smiles
• Fashion: Layers (T-shirts over sleeves), rings when performing
• Music experience: He was originally studying both music and acting because his goal was to be an all-around entertainer.
• Message to future girlfriend: "잘해보자! 잘하지 못해도 이해해줘~" (Let's do our best! Even if I don't do well, please understand me~)

wake up in the morning...not noon.. -.-"

9.30o'clock in tis morning.... when i was dreaming tat i m a moneybags...when i was sleeping like a pig..."Buzzzz...!!" the vibration of my phone rudely interrupted my journey in dreamland... i glanced quickly at it...a msg from Novera...i sleepily read the content of the msg...." Yu hui..when u wana go out? Jz leave 9days then u go KL lu..n i gt a suprise for u!! Haha.. " wow...suprise? i wonder wats tat...wei wei..unless u give a goodbye kiss a..otherwise,i dun count it as suprise d lo...haha..jk jk... anyway,thanks first! honestly,i wish tat i can receive something handmade by my frens b4 i go KL.. or jus a small card,i think its good enuf...im telling tis to you..yeah...YOU... ppl out there who r reading tis post...hiak hiak.... Lol... okay... simultaneously,it struck me for the frist time tat i will leave kk,sabah 9 days later... i was suddenly seize with a feeling of insecurities as i began to consider my future... i could not sleep anymore...since thoughts spinned in my mind...altot i m not studying far away, just at KL... but i will not be living under the same roof wif my family...i gonna miss them...n all my frenz here....

act i have some plan b4 i go :

1. spend time wif my fren esp jin lih them (pamela,smth,charis....)

2. v can go pulau or steamboat

3. meet teacher debbie,yss, tsl n coach

4. buy a same T-shirt wif siew juan

5. hang out wif stanley chia,ah lap,siew juan,grace lee,jia chang, audrey n oso andrew...

6. hang out wif my classmates

7. blood test

8. buy another new facial soap

9. give smthg leong a birthday present

10. have a farewell night with jin lih them

11. cut my hair

12. accomp mum n dad go office

13. pay back rm5oo++ to my sis

14. buy a music plyer to my mum

wow...can i make all tis in a week?? hey everyone.. lets help me oso k... =)

Speechless....

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