Today went to karamunsing wif mum...coz decided to go to KL study....then need a laptop..mum bought me a hp laptop-Dv4...its quite expensive...Rm4099..thanks very much,mum...hmm..bcoz i had a stomachache so went home early just now...n the staff there help me install some software..i will get the laptop by tomolo...

er...im not happy now...feeling down..jus finish eating ice-cream n chocolates...i ate a lot...i raelly did...eventhough my stomach is pain...but i dun even care...jus dun want to stop eating...tis is my way to make myself feel better.....why not happy? i questioned to myself relentlessly...actually..me,myself oso dunno the exact reason...im jus very blue....just wanna ignore everything...im going KL on 13th of march...b4, i feel tat its too rush...but now...im looking forward on tat day..hoping tat i could leave tis place quickly,ealier...i dun understand why...except of my family,i cant even feel any warm from others...i have been thought of having a great time with my frens b4 i go study....but u know wat..a feeling of dejection took charge of me...yeah...mayb im thinking too much...but sometimes i should admit tat...nobody need me here....i cant feel ppl's true heart...haiks...tiring with my own lives now....well....tats all for today...bye..